**Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ **

Osman Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½, 1953ï¿½te Trabzonï¿½un Sï¿½rmene ilï¿½esine baï¿½lï¿½ Kï¿½ï¿½ï¿½kdere Nahiyesinin Yukarï¿½ovalï¿½ kï¿½yï¿½nde, Molla Temelï¿½in oï¿½lu Ahmet ile Ali Efendiï¿½nin kï¿½zï¿½ Ayï¿½eï¿½nin son ï¿½ocuï¿½u olarak dï¿½nyaya geldi. ï¿½lkokulu Aï¿½aï¿½ï¿½ovalï¿½ kï¿½yï¿½nde, ortaokulu Zeytinburnuï¿½nda, liseyi Zonguldak Fener Lisesinde, yï¿½ksekokulu ï¿½stanbulï¿½da okudu.

Baï¿½ta Hisar, Tï¿½re, ï¿½ncï¿½ler, Tï¿½rk Edebiyatï¿½, Boï¿½aziï¿½i, Pï¿½nar, Meï¿½ale, Dolunay, Ufuk ï¿½izgisi, Millï¿½ Kï¿½ltï¿½r, ï¿½nsan ve Kï¿½inat, Cemre, Gï¿½neysu, ï¿½aï¿½rï¿½ï¿½ï¿½m, Tepe Edebiyat, Kï¿½raï¿½ï¿½, Kï¿½ltï¿½r Dï¿½nyasï¿½, Tarih ve Dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nce, ï¿½slï¿½mï¿½ Edebiyat, Bizim Kï¿½lliye, ï¿½erï¿½eve, Seyir, Ufuk ï¿½tesi, Kubbealtï¿½ Akademi Mecmuasï¿½, Biyografi Analiz, ï¿½ï¿½nar, Mor Taka, Yï¿½zakï¿½ ve Berceste olmak ï¿½zere, birï¿½ok dergide ï¿½iir, hikï¿½ye, deneme ve kï¿½ltï¿½r/fikir yazï¿½larï¿½ yayï¿½nlandï¿½.

Tï¿½rk Edebiyatï¿½ Vakfï¿½ï¿½nï¿½n yayï¿½nladï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ Tï¿½rk Edebiyatï¿½ Dergisiï¿½nin Yazï¿½ ï¿½ï¿½leri Mï¿½dï¿½rlï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nï¿½(1983-84), ï¿½hlas Holdingï¿½in dergiler grubundan, bilim ve teknoloji dergisi ï¿½nsan ve Kï¿½inatï¿½ ï¿½n editï¿½rlï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nï¿½ (1988-94) yaptï¿½. 1984ï¿½te gazeteciliï¿½e baï¿½layan ï¿½air ve yazar Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½, 12 yï¿½l ï¿½alï¿½ï¿½tï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ Tï¿½rkiye Gazetesiï¿½nde dizi, mï¿½lï¿½kat ve kï¿½ï¿½e yazarlï¿½ï¿½ï¿½; kï¿½ltï¿½r-sanat sayfasï¿½ yï¿½neticiliï¿½i, bï¿½lï¿½m ï¿½efliï¿½i ile yazï¿½ iï¿½leri ve Avrupa baskï¿½larï¿½ servisinde redaktï¿½rlï¿½k gï¿½revlerinde bulundu (1984-1997)

16-20 Eylï¿½l 1991 tarihinde ï¿½stanbulï¿½da yapï¿½lan 12. Dï¿½nya ï¿½airleri Kongresi ve Yunus Emreï¿½ye Saygï¿½ Kurultayï¿½ï¿½na (X11. World Congress Of Poets, In Homage To Yunus Emre) ï¿½Derviï¿½ï¿½ isimli ï¿½iiri ve ï¿½Yunus Emreï¿½nin Rï¿½zgï¿½rï¿½ylaï¿½ konulu tebliï¿½i ile katï¿½ldï¿½. Dï¿½nemin Kï¿½ltï¿½r Bakanï¿½ Gï¿½khan Maraï¿½ tarafï¿½ndan ï¿½Teï¿½ekkï¿½r Belgesiï¿½yle taltif edildi.

1997ï¿½de Tï¿½rkiye Gazetesiï¿½nden ayrï¿½larak, edebiyat ï¿½evrelerince ï¿½Bï¿½tï¿½n zamanlarï¿½n en iyisiï¿½ diye deï¿½erlendirilen Kï¿½ltï¿½r Dï¿½nyasï¿½ Dergisiï¿½nin Genel Yayï¿½n Yï¿½netmenliï¿½iï¿½ni yaptï¿½ (1997-98, 16 sayï¿½)

1999ï¿½da Kï¿½ltï¿½r eski Bakanï¿½ Namï¿½k Kemal Zeybekï¿½in sahipliï¿½ini ve baï¿½yazarlï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nï¿½ yï¿½rï¿½ttï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ Ayyï¿½ldï¿½z Gazetesiï¿½nin Kï¿½ltï¿½r Sanat ve Dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nce sayfasï¿½nï¿½ yï¿½netti.

Mï¿½stï¿½kil Sanayici ve ï¿½ï¿½adamlarï¿½ Derneï¿½iï¿½nin, Araï¿½tï¿½rma Yayï¿½n Komisyonu Koordinatï¿½rlï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ ile Sï¿½reli Yayï¿½nlar Editï¿½rlï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nï¿½ yï¿½rï¿½ttï¿½ (2000-2001.)

17 Mayï¿½s 2003 tarihinde, TYBï¿½nin Kahramanmaraï¿½ï¿½ta dï¿½zenlediï¿½i sempozyumda, ï¿½Bahaettin Karakoï¿½un ï¿½iir Serï¿½veniï¿½ konulu bir tebliï¿½ sundu. ï¿½stanbul Bï¿½yï¿½kï¿½ehir Belediyesiï¿½nin fetih yï¿½ldï¿½nï¿½mï¿½ mï¿½nasebetiyle, 1 Haziran 2003ï¿½te Gï¿½lhane Parkï¿½nda dï¿½zenlediï¿½i, ï¿½550. Yï¿½lda ï¿½stanbul Edebiyat Buluï¿½masï¿½ï¿½ programï¿½na katï¿½ldï¿½ ve ï¿½ï¿½iiri Yazï¿½lamayan ï¿½ehirï¿½ isimli ï¿½iiriyle, 550 ï¿½air ve Yazar kitabï¿½ ile, 2005 yï¿½lï¿½nda ï¿½hsan Iï¿½ï¿½k tarafï¿½ndan hazï¿½rlanan ve ï¿½ngilizceï¿½ye ï¿½evrilen ï¿½Ancylopedia of Turkish Authors-People of Literature Culture and Scienceï¿½ (Tï¿½rkiye Yazarlar Ansiklopedisi-Edebiyat, Kï¿½ltï¿½r ve Bilim ï¿½nsanlarï¿½) isimli ï¿½alï¿½ï¿½mada yer aldï¿½.

Halen, Uluslararasï¿½ Teknolojik Ekonomik ve Sosyal Araï¿½tï¿½rmalar Vakfï¿½ (UTESAV) Genel Mï¿½dï¿½rï¿½ olarak gï¿½rev yapï¿½yor. ï¿½LESAM (ï¿½lim ve Edebiyat Eseri Sahipleri Meslek Birliï¿½i), Tï¿½rkiye Gazeteciler Cemiyeti ve Tï¿½rkiye Yazarlar Birliï¿½i ï¿½yesi olan ï¿½air ve yazar Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ï¿½nï¿½n, Arif Nï¿½zï¿½m, Mustafa Yï¿½ldï¿½zdoï¿½an ve Ahmet Yï¿½lmaz tarafï¿½ndan bestelenmiï¿½ ï¿½iirleri de var.

Dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nce derinliï¿½i ve estetik yoï¿½unluï¿½uyla,ï¿½geleneï¿½e baï¿½lï¿½ ï¿½aï¿½daï¿½ Tï¿½rk ï¿½iirinin ï¿½nemli isimleriï¿½ arasï¿½nda yer alan Osman Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ï¿½nï¿½n yayï¿½nlanmï¿½ï¿½ eserleri ise ï¿½ï¿½yle:

ï¿½ï¿½ocuklar Vatanï¿½nda Bï¿½yï¿½sï¿½nï¿½(Hikï¿½yeler, Tï¿½rk Edebiyatï¿½ Vakfï¿½ yayï¿½nï¿½ 1985)/ï¿½Papatyalar ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½mesinï¿½( Hikï¿½yeler, Kï¿½ltï¿½r Bakanlï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ yayï¿½nï¿½, 1990, ï¿½kinci Baskï¿½ Salï¿½ncak Yayï¿½nlarï¿½ 2006)/ï¿½Erguvan Uï¿½ultusuï¿½(ï¿½iirler, Boï¿½aziï¿½i yayï¿½nlarï¿½ 1991)/ï¿½Tartï¿½ï¿½mayï¿½ Tartï¿½ï¿½makï¿½(Deneme-Kï¿½ltï¿½r yazï¿½larï¿½, ï¿½tï¿½ken Neï¿½riyat 1992)/ï¿½Hï¿½zï¿½n Yazï¿½larï¿½ï¿½(ï¿½zgï¿½n metin, Boï¿½aziï¿½i yayï¿½nlarï¿½ 1993)/ï¿½Eylï¿½lï¿½ï¿½n Kï¿½rdï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ Gï¿½lï¿½(ï¿½iirler, ï¿½tï¿½ken Neï¿½riyat 1994)/ï¿½Kitapsï¿½z Toplumï¿½(Deneme-Kï¿½ltï¿½r yazï¿½larï¿½, ï¿½tï¿½ken Neï¿½riyat 1994.),ï¿½Bï¿½yï¿½k Gï¿½n/Bir Kï¿½yï¿½met Alï¿½meti Olarak Hazreti ï¿½sï¿½nï¿½n Dï¿½nï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½(Araï¿½tï¿½rma, Marifet Yayï¿½nlarï¿½ 2001.),ï¿½Eï¿½itim ve Kï¿½ltï¿½r Trajedimiz/Kendimiz Olmaktan Nasï¿½l ï¿½ï¿½ktï¿½kï¿½(Kï¿½ltï¿½r-analiz, Marifet Yayï¿½nlarï¿½ 2001.)/ï¿½Nemrut Ateï¿½iï¿½ (Fikir, Tï¿½rk Edebiyatï¿½ yayï¿½nlarï¿½, 2004),/ï¿½Yaralï¿½ Kï¿½heylï¿½nï¿½ (Deneme-Hikï¿½ye, Tï¿½rk Edebiyatï¿½ Vakfï¿½ yayï¿½nï¿½, 2004)

Bï¿½yï¿½k Gï¿½n

Hazret-i ï¿½sa"nï¿½n Dï¿½nï¿½ï¿½ï¿½

Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½

Marifet Yayï¿½nlarï¿½

Kï¿½ltï¿½r dï¿½nyasï¿½nï¿½n yakï¿½ndan tanï¿½dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ ï¿½air ve yazar Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½, "Bï¿½yï¿½k Gï¿½n" / Bir Kï¿½yï¿½met Alï¿½meti Olarak Hazret-i ï¿½sï¿½"nï¿½n Dï¿½nï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ isimli ï¿½alï¿½ï¿½mayï¿½, ï¿½zgï¿½n bir ï¿½slï¿½pla kaleme alï¿½yor. Kitapta, Hazret-i ï¿½sï¿½"nï¿½n dï¿½nï¿½ï¿½ menkï¿½besi etrafï¿½nda, ayrï¿½ca ï¿½hiret dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ncesinin tarihï¿½esi, dï¿½nya kadï¿½nlarï¿½nï¿½n sultanï¿½ Hazret-i Meryem"in akï¿½llara durgunluk veren hikï¿½yesi, Hazret-i ï¿½sï¿½"nï¿½n inkï¿½rcï¿½ kavmi tarafï¿½ndan uï¿½radï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ zulï¿½mler, ï¿½srail Oï¿½ullarï¿½nï¿½n sapkï¿½nlï¿½klarï¿½, Hz. ï¿½sï¿½"nï¿½n ï¿½armï¿½ha gerilme senoryalarï¿½ ile ï¿½slï¿½mï¿½ kaynaklara gï¿½re semï¿½ya kaldï¿½rï¿½lï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ ve kï¿½yï¿½mete yakï¿½n tekrar yeryï¿½zï¿½ne indireleceï¿½i inancï¿½ da edebï¿½, lirik bir anlatï¿½ï¿½la iï¿½leniyor. Bozulma ve yozlaï¿½malar ï¿½aï¿½ï¿½nda, metafizik bir uyarï¿½cï¿½ niteliï¿½ini taï¿½ï¿½yan eserin ana fikri: ï¿½nsan, ï¿½lï¿½mï¿½n aï¿½ï¿½rï¿½lï¿½klarï¿½ dizginleyici ï¿½uuru ile bilinmeli, dï¿½nyevï¿½ olanï¿½n bï¿½yï¿½sï¿½ne kapï¿½lmadan, mï¿½cerret deï¿½erlerin erdemiyle donanmalï¿½dï¿½r, ï¿½eklinde ï¿½zetlenebilir.

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Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ Hakkï¿½nda Yazï¿½lan Bazï¿½ Yazï¿½lar:

ï¿½Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ï¿½nï¿½n 2 kitabï¿½/Sabahat Emir, 20 Ocak 2005 Tï¿½rkiye.

ï¿½Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ï¿½yï¿½ Okumakï¿½/M. Nuri Yardï¿½m, 2 ï¿½ubat 2005 Yeniï¿½aï¿½.

ï¿½Yaralï¿½ Kï¿½heylï¿½nï¿½/Mehmet Niyazi, 7 ï¿½ubat 2005 Zaman.

ï¿½Cï¿½mlesi ve Fikri Olan Kalemï¿½/Osman Akkuï¿½ak, 7 ï¿½ubat 2005 Yeni ï¿½afak .

ï¿½Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ï¿½dan 2 yeni eserï¿½/Servet Kabaklï¿½, Halka ve Olaylara Tercï¿½man, 12 ï¿½ubat 2005.

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ARZU"YA ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½R

"ï¿½lim kesbiyle rï¿½tbe-i rif"at

Arzï¿½-yï¿½ muhï¿½l imiï¿½ ancak

Aï¿½k imiï¿½ her ne var ï¿½lemde

ï¿½lm bir kï¿½yl ï¿½ kï¿½l imiï¿½ ancak"

Fuzï¿½lï¿½

Ne zaman hislerim sana meyletse

ï¿½ï¿½imden aï¿½layan bir bulut geï¿½er

Kader beni sï¿½rat ï¿½stï¿½ eyletse

Bakï¿½ï¿½larï¿½n kalbimi kï¿½rka biï¿½er!..

Gï¿½kkuï¿½aï¿½ï¿½ ï¿½izgisini aï¿½arak

Bilsem bu aï¿½k sana nasï¿½l ulaï¿½ï¿½r?

Uï¿½urumdan uï¿½uruma dï¿½ï¿½erek

ï¿½iir melï¿½limi sonsuza taï¿½ï¿½r

Ey kï¿½lcallarï¿½ma yï¿½rï¿½yen usare

Cemre dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½r dï¿½ï¿½lerin buzdaï¿½ï¿½na

ï¿½kliminde dirilmek hasretime tek ï¿½are

Lï¿½lezarlar deï¿½erken alevden dudaï¿½ï¿½na!

Yakar tenhalarda aï¿½elyalarï¿½

Arzunun ateï¿½iyle tutuï¿½an kar

Noksanï¿½n sayï¿½lï¿½r hï¿½zï¿½n yï¿½llarï¿½

Cehennemin olur gecikmiï¿½ bahar!

Sen gï¿½lï¿½nce kï¿½rpe bir gï¿½l kï¿½rï¿½lï¿½r

Nevruzunu yaï¿½ar kï¿½zï¿½ï¿½an kanï¿½m

Bï¿½tï¿½n gï¿½zellikler benden sorulur

Ben kanmayan hayalï¿½ Don Juan"ï¿½m

Kavil ï¿½zre sana sundum arzï¿½mï¿½

Gel ki yeni baï¿½tan kurulsun dï¿½nya

Yeryï¿½zï¿½ cenneti, ï¿½ï¿½lgï¿½n bir hï¿½lya

Kï¿½tipler kaydedin bu son arzumu!

Kim bilir belki de bir aï¿½ï¿½ttï¿½r bu

Sevdalar sï¿½rrï¿½nï¿½ saklar yarï¿½na

ï¿½iï¿½ek kokularï¿½ sarar tabutu:

Gï¿½n doï¿½ar ruhumun ufuklarï¿½na!

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ï¿½brahimï¿½e Su

Taï¿½ï¿½yan Karï¿½nca

ï¿½nsana en kutsal ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½dï¿½ verir:

ï¿½brahimï¿½e su taï¿½ï¿½yan karï¿½nca

Hasret ateï¿½inde buzullar erir

ï¿½mit baharï¿½na, aï¿½ka varï¿½nca

ï¿½iir ï¿½ehirlerden sï¿½rgï¿½n edildi

Soylu duygularï¿½n melï¿½l ï¿½aï¿½ï¿½ bu

ï¿½nce sï¿½z vardï¿½ ya: kim neyi bildi?

Ruhlarï¿½ kuï¿½atan metal aï¿½ï¿½ bu.

ï¿½ï¿½ktï¿½ï¿½ï¿½mï¿½z sefer iï¿½ yolculuï¿½u

Kï¿½rï¿½lgan gï¿½nï¿½ller kï¿½ser-incinir

Kirlenmemiï¿½ saf sevgiler oluï¿½u

Yalnï¿½zlï¿½k gurbeti: mï¿½cerret-zincir

Ne desen bu efkï¿½r sinmez kï¿½ï¿½ï¿½da

Bï¿½ï¿½ak ucu uï¿½urumlar sï¿½ratï¿½

Terk edilmiï¿½ eski masal daï¿½ï¿½ da

Ey sï¿½vari, gï¿½k-burcuna sï¿½r atï¿½...

Kokla alevdeki o serin gï¿½lï¿½

Arzular ceht ile erer menzile

Hayat serï¿½veni: dï¿½ï¿½ kuran ï¿½lï¿½

Dilersen, sonrasï¿½z olanï¿½ dile...

Bilge bir cï¿½n gibi hikmete ulaï¿½:

Kaï¿½ mevsim dirildi ï¿½u narin eï¿½kin?

Akï¿½amlï¿½ gï¿½n iï¿½in niye bu telaï¿½?

ï¿½te bir idrak ol, eï¿½yadan aï¿½kï¿½n...

ï¿½nsana en kutsal ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½dï¿½ verir:

ï¿½brahimï¿½e su taï¿½ï¿½yan karï¿½nca

Hasret ateï¿½inde buzullar erir

ï¿½mit baharï¿½na, aï¿½ka varï¿½nca...

24-29 Aï¿½ustos 2000

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Direnen ï¿½ehir

Camlara yansï¿½yan cinnet bir figï¿½r

Ecinni sarmalï¿½ ï¿½arkï¿½ ve ezan

Nasï¿½l bï¿½yle arsï¿½z, nasï¿½l bï¿½yle hï¿½r?

Oku kitabï¿½nï¿½: Ki sensin yazan!

Aynalar hicaptan iï¿½ine kï¿½rï¿½k

Efsunlu fanusta ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½k ve katran

Duygular aï¿½ï¿½tlï¿½, hasretler lirik

ï¿½blis ï¿½ï¿½leniyle ï¿½evrili dï¿½rt yan

Yedi-uyurlarï¿½n ilk ï¿½aï¿½kï¿½nlï¿½ï¿½ï¿½

Taï¿½ralï¿½ arkadaï¿½, ne ki bu hï¿½zï¿½n?

ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½rï¿½ndan ï¿½ï¿½kmï¿½ï¿½ ï¿½aï¿½ taï¿½kï¿½nlï¿½ï¿½ï¿½

Esenliï¿½i uï¿½up gitmiï¿½ gï¿½ndï¿½zï¿½n

Aï¿½a camiinin acï¿½sï¿½ derin

ï¿½ki gï¿½zï¿½ iki ï¿½eï¿½me aï¿½lï¿½yor

Dersaadet, bu mu senin kaderin?

Sï¿½nanï¿½ï¿½ï¿½n hikmetini hayra yor

Yan-yana bir resim: kadï¿½n ve kitap

Can tetik dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½mï¿½ aï¿½klar peï¿½inde

Uï¿½uldar beynimde mï¿½cerret azap

Tutsaï¿½ï¿½m fikrimin keï¿½mekeï¿½inde!

Ruhumu sï¿½kï¿½yor beton ve ï¿½elik

Hani masallarï¿½n gï¿½kï¿½e kuï¿½larï¿½

Mistik duyarlï¿½ï¿½ï¿½m etmez metelik

Alaya alï¿½nï¿½r gï¿½nï¿½l dï¿½ï¿½leri

Kaï¿½ kalbi ansï¿½zï¿½n hiï¿½liï¿½e iter

Faili bilinen ï¿½ï¿½ikar kurï¿½un

Kï¿½ï¿½kï¿½rtï¿½cï¿½ eda dï¿½ï¿½mandan beter

Alev sï¿½tunlarï¿½ yï¿½kan sarï¿½ï¿½ï¿½n

ï¿½avlan bir ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½lï¿½ktï¿½r hayat ï¿½rmaï¿½ï¿½

Eï¿½reti, hï¿½kï¿½msï¿½z sabun kï¿½pï¿½ï¿½ï¿½

ï¿½rtï¿½ler sonsuzu ï¿½rï¿½mcek aï¿½ï¿½

Kim nasï¿½l kï¿½racak saydam kabuï¿½u?

Yaï¿½atï¿½r iffetli efsanesini

Ucu iï¿½lemeli, sevdalï¿½ mendil

Yanï¿½k bir ezgide gizler sesini

Yaban rï¿½zgï¿½rlara yenilmez kandil

Masum hayallerle uyan uykudan

Kï¿½smetin aï¿½ï¿½lsï¿½n, talihin dï¿½nsï¿½n

Tutun fï¿½rtï¿½naya nazenin fidan

ï¿½Vï¿½cut ikliminin sultanï¿½ sensin!ï¿½

Yaralï¿½ yï¿½rekler mahzun-mï¿½lteci

ï¿½ï¿½galin kahrï¿½yla mustarip hilï¿½l

Silahsï¿½z-sï¿½ngï¿½sï¿½z ï¿½lmek ne feci

Esaretin adï¿½ neden istiklï¿½l?

Peraï¿½nï¿½n parfï¿½mlï¿½ odalarï¿½nda

Hï¿½lï¿½ oynaï¿½mada ecnebï¿½ bir dul

Dï¿½nï¿½n endiï¿½esi yaï¿½ar yarï¿½nda

Yeniden fethini ï¿½zler ï¿½stanbul!..

Sï¿½YLEï¿½ï¿½ Sï¿½YLEï¿½ï¿½ Sï¿½YLEï¿½ï¿½

Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½: Sï¿½fï¿½ iklimin entelektï¿½el ï¿½airi

Anket: Mehmet Nuri Yardï¿½m

Mart 2001

Edebiyat dï¿½nyasï¿½yla ilk temasï¿½nï¿½zï¿½ saï¿½layan olay nasï¿½l gerï¿½ekleï¿½ti?

-ï¿½lk ï¿½iirim 1973 yï¿½lï¿½nda ï¿½Gï¿½nï¿½ gazetesinde yayï¿½nlandï¿½. Fakat, ciddi mï¿½nï¿½da edebiyat dï¿½nyasï¿½yla ilk temasï¿½m 1976 yï¿½lï¿½nda, Ankaraï¿½da ï¿½ï¿½kan ve titizliï¿½i, estetik seï¿½iciliï¿½i ile bir okul sayï¿½lan ï¿½Hisarï¿½ dergisinde, ï¿½Anamï¿½n Elleriï¿½ isimli ï¿½iirimin yayï¿½nlanmasï¿½yla gerï¿½ekleï¿½miï¿½tir.

Okul ders kitaplarï¿½ dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nda ilk okuduï¿½unuz kitaplarï¿½, yazar ve ï¿½airlerini hatï¿½rlï¿½yor musunuz?

-ï¿½lk okuduï¿½um kitap, ï¿½Kï¿½prï¿½ Altï¿½ ï¿½ocuklarï¿½ï¿½dï¿½r. Bu isim Kemalettin Tuï¿½cuï¿½yu andï¿½rsa da, yazarï¿½ ismini hatï¿½rlayamadï¿½ï¿½ï¿½m baï¿½ka biridir.

Daha ï¿½ncesinde, okuma-yazma bilmediï¿½im iï¿½in okumadï¿½ï¿½ï¿½m fakat bï¿½yï¿½k bir merakla dinlediï¿½im ilk uzun hikï¿½ye-ï¿½iir, kï¿½yï¿½mï¿½zï¿½n taï¿½ camiinde Ramazan geceleri; insanï¿½ bï¿½yï¿½leyen esrarlï¿½ lï¿½ks lambasï¿½ ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nda, kï¿½yï¿½n genï¿½ hafï¿½zlarï¿½ ve yaï¿½lï¿½larï¿½ tarafï¿½ndan yanï¿½k sesle okunan Sï¿½leyman ï¿½elebiï¿½nin ruhlarï¿½ ï¿½te ï¿½leme kanatlandï¿½ran ve uhrevï¿½ bir coï¿½kuyla mest eden Mevlï¿½d-i ï¿½erifï¿½idir: ï¿½Doï¿½du ol saatte ol sultan-ï¿½ din/Nï¿½ra gark oldu semavat ï¿½ zemin!ï¿½

ï¿½lk dinlediï¿½im ve mï¿½thiï¿½ etkilendiï¿½im menkï¿½beler ise Hazreti ï¿½brahim, Hazreti Eyyï¿½b, Hazreti Yusuf ve Hazreti Musaï¿½nï¿½n menkï¿½besidir.

ï¿½lk dinlediï¿½im mahallï¿½ tï¿½rkï¿½ ve mï¿½niler de, ï¿½zerimde bï¿½yï¿½k bir tesiri bï¿½rakmï¿½ï¿½tï¿½r: ï¿½Sï¿½yleyin ï¿½obanlara da, yï¿½ksek daï¿½lar kar mï¿½dï¿½r/Sevdalï¿½ktan ï¿½lene sorul-sual var mï¿½dï¿½r?ï¿½

ï¿½lk dinlediï¿½im efsane ise ï¿½Kesik Baï¿½ï¿½ efsanesidir. Bunlarï¿½ rahmetli babam gï¿½zleri dolu dolu aï¿½layarak anlatï¿½r; ailece dinler, ï¿½rperir ve bir inanï¿½ iklimi ile kuï¿½atï¿½lï¿½rdï¿½k. Ablamlarï¿½n geceleri anlattï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ ï¿½Devliï¿½, ï¿½Periliï¿½, ï¿½Cadï¿½ Karï¿½ï¿½lï¿½, ï¿½Canavarlï¿½ï¿½ masallarï¿½ ise zar zor hatï¿½rlï¿½yorum.

Yine ilk okuduï¿½um deï¿½il fakat baï¿½kalarï¿½ndan ilk dinlediï¿½im kitaplardan biri de, ï¿½Kerem ï¿½le Aslï¿½ï¿½dï¿½r. Onun, ï¿½Aldï¿½ Kerem/aldï¿½ Aslï¿½ bakalï¿½m ne sï¿½yleyecek?ï¿½ cï¿½mleleri yï¿½llardï¿½r kulaklarï¿½mda ve yï¿½reï¿½imde yankï¿½lanï¿½p durur. Bunlara daha sonra ï¿½mer Seyfettinï¿½e ait olduï¿½unu ï¿½ï¿½rendiï¿½im ï¿½Forsaï¿½ hikayesini de ilave etmek gerekir.

Edebï¿½ ï¿½ahsiyetimin oluï¿½masï¿½nda, anamï¿½n ï¿½ayï¿½r biï¿½er ya da toprak kazarken mï¿½rï¿½ldandï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ manilerin de ilk etkilenme olarak bï¿½yï¿½k payï¿½ olduï¿½una inanï¿½yorum:

ï¿½ï¿½kbalim balï¿½k olsa, tutsam onu tor ile/Ne edeyim sevdiï¿½im, sevilemem zor ileï¿½

Ya da ï¿½Gemiden dï¿½ï¿½en ï¿½lï¿½r da, zannetmeyin bayï¿½lï¿½r/Askere giden gelir da, onu Mevlï¿½m kayï¿½rï¿½r./Geminin serenleri da, ï¿½evirin gidenleri/Acaba nere korlar, sevdadan ï¿½lenleri!ï¿½ Ya da hï¿½zï¿½n ilmini yï¿½reï¿½ime ilk aï¿½ï¿½layan ï¿½u sï¿½zler: ï¿½Ben gï¿½nï¿½mde gï¿½rmedim, gomar (aï¿½elya-ormangï¿½lï¿½) yapraï¿½ï¿½ sarï¿½/Bu hasretlik bitmeden ï¿½ï¿½kmaz daï¿½larï¿½n karï¿½!ï¿½ Bu sï¿½zleri ï¿½eyrek asrï¿½ aï¿½an bir sï¿½re sonra ï¿½iirimde olduï¿½u gibi kullandï¿½m. Anam da bir Aï¿½ï¿½k Veysel hayranï¿½ydï¿½. Transistorlu radyomuzda onun yanï¿½k ve kederli tï¿½rkï¿½lerini duyunca can kulaï¿½ï¿½ ile dinler ve gï¿½zleri dolarak aï¿½lardï¿½.

Rahmetli babamï¿½n ï¿½ok az da olsa keyiflendiï¿½i ya da yï¿½reï¿½ine bilinmez bir keder dï¿½ï¿½tï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ zamanlar mï¿½rï¿½ldandï¿½ï¿½ï¿½, ï¿½Yalan dï¿½nya, gamï¿½m gitmez, nedendir bu/ï¿½amur ile yoï¿½urulmuï¿½, aslï¿½ toprak bedendir bu!ï¿½ mï¿½sralarï¿½ da beni etkileyen ilk edebï¿½ metinlerden sayï¿½lï¿½r.

Doï¿½duï¿½um yeï¿½il coï¿½rafyanï¿½n, duru ï¿½rmaklarï¿½n, gï¿½ï¿½e yï¿½kselen mavi, berrak yaylalarï¿½n, bir ï¿½iï¿½ek harmanï¿½nï¿½n andï¿½ran renkli bulutlarï¿½n, yaï¿½mur sonrasï¿½ dï¿½nyamï¿½zï¿½ ï¿½enlendiren gï¿½kkuï¿½aï¿½ï¿½nï¿½n, kuï¿½ seslerinin, bin bir tï¿½rlï¿½ bitkinin, ï¿½am ormanlarï¿½nï¿½n, son baharda cennet gï¿½zelliï¿½ine bï¿½rï¿½nen gï¿½rgen aï¿½aï¿½larï¿½nï¿½n; kemenï¿½eli, taï¿½lamalï¿½ dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nlerin, yaslï¿½ ï¿½lï¿½m tï¿½renlerinin de duygu ve dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nce yapï¿½mï¿½n oluï¿½masï¿½nda bï¿½yï¿½k rolï¿½ vardï¿½r.

Daha sonra ilkokula baï¿½ladï¿½ï¿½ï¿½mda, okul kitaplï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nda yazarï¿½nï¿½ hatï¿½rlayamadï¿½ï¿½ï¿½m ï¿½ok ilginï¿½, ï¿½ok sï¿½rï¿½kleyici ï¿½....serï¿½venleriï¿½ diye bir seri vardï¿½. Okumanï¿½n ilk bï¿½yï¿½k lezzetini onlardan aldï¿½ï¿½ï¿½mï¿½ sï¿½yleyebilirim.

Yine okul kitaplï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ndan edindiï¿½im, halk ozanï¿½ ï¿½Aï¿½ï¿½k Veyselï¿½ï¿½n Hayatï¿½ ve ï¿½iirleriï¿½ kitabï¿½ yï¿½llar geï¿½se de hatï¿½rasï¿½ hafï¿½zamda kalan bir eserdir. ï¿½iirin ilk tadï¿½nï¿½ ondan almï¿½ï¿½ï¿½mdï¿½r.

ï¿½zellikle, ï¿½ï¿½eytan Bunun Neresinde?ï¿½ nakaratlï¿½ ï¿½iiri mï¿½thiï¿½ sevmiï¿½ ve ezberlemiï¿½tim. Hatï¿½rladï¿½ï¿½ï¿½m dï¿½rtlï¿½kleri ï¿½ï¿½yleydi:

ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½inde mi, dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nda mï¿½/Burgusunun baï¿½ï¿½nda mï¿½/ Gï¿½ï¿½sï¿½nï¿½n nakï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nda mï¿½/ï¿½eytan bunun neresinde?/Venedikï¿½ten gelir teli/Ardï¿½ï¿½ aï¿½acï¿½ndan kolu/Be Allahï¿½ï¿½n sersem kulu/ï¿½eytan bunun neresinde?ï¿½

Tabii ki, ï¿½lkokul Okuma ve Tï¿½rkï¿½e kitaplarï¿½ndaki ï¿½iirler de, bende ilk ï¿½iir sevgisinin, zevkinin teï¿½ekkï¿½lï¿½nï¿½ saï¿½lamï¿½ï¿½tï¿½r. Bunlarï¿½n baï¿½ï¿½nda da, gï¿½r ve yiï¿½it hitabetiyle, Orhan ï¿½aik Gï¿½kyayï¿½ï¿½n ï¿½Bu Vatan Kimin?ï¿½ ï¿½iiri gelir:

ï¿½Bu vatan topraï¿½ï¿½n kara baï¿½rï¿½nda/Sï¿½ra daï¿½lar gibi duranlarï¿½ndï¿½r...ï¿½diye baï¿½layan ve ï¿½Gï¿½kyayï¿½ï¿½m, ne desem ziyade deï¿½il/Bu duygu bir kuru ifade deï¿½il/ Sencileyin hasmï¿½ rï¿½yada deï¿½il/Topun namlusundan gï¿½renlerindir!ï¿½ mï¿½sralarï¿½yla zirveleï¿½en ï¿½iirin telkiniyle, kafamï¿½zda gerektiï¿½inde kendisi iï¿½in ï¿½lï¿½me gidebileceï¿½imiz bir vatan ideali oluï¿½ur.

Daha sonra da, hï¿½zï¿½nlï¿½, lirik edasï¿½yla Tevfik Fikretï¿½in, ï¿½Sarï¿½ saï¿½lï¿½, altï¿½n gï¿½zlï¿½ papatyalarï¿½ï¿½ gelir yï¿½dï¿½ma: ï¿½Bahar olsun da seyreyle/Nasï¿½l aï¿½ar papatyalar?ï¿½

Sonra, ï¿½stanbulï¿½dan ortaokula baï¿½ladï¿½ï¿½ï¿½m yï¿½llarda bir arkadaï¿½tan tedarik ettiï¿½im Abdï¿½lhak ï¿½inasi Hisarï¿½ï¿½n ï¿½ï¿½amlï¿½caï¿½daki Eniï¿½temizï¿½ini, ï¿½Fehim Bey ve Bizï¿½ini okudum. Fakat dili ï¿½ok aï¿½ï¿½rdï¿½. Pek bir ï¿½ey anlamadï¿½m. Aklï¿½mda kalan sadece, sï¿½k sï¿½k kullanï¿½lan mikro ve makro kozmoz kelimeleridir.

Gezici kï¿½tï¿½phaneden, abone olarak 10 lira karï¿½ï¿½lï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nda alï¿½p okuduï¿½um Victor Hugoï¿½nun iki ciltlik ve yaklaï¿½ï¿½k bin 500 sayfalï¿½k orijinal ï¿½Sefillerï¿½i, bende bï¿½yï¿½k bir edebï¿½ tesir uyandï¿½rmï¿½ï¿½ ve Batï¿½ edebiyatï¿½na ilgim bu vesileyle doï¿½muï¿½tur.

Faruk Nafiz ï¿½amlï¿½belï¿½in ï¿½Han Duvarlarï¿½ï¿½nï¿½, Cahit Sï¿½tkï¿½ï¿½nï¿½n ï¿½Otuzbeï¿½ Yaï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nï¿½, Aï¿½ï¿½k Veyselï¿½in ï¿½Dostlar Beni Hatï¿½rlasï¿½nï¿½ isimli ï¿½iir kitabï¿½nï¿½, tabii ki, Kemalettin Tuï¿½cu serisini v.s. ï¿½iire ve her tï¿½rlï¿½ kitaba olan susamï¿½ï¿½lï¿½ï¿½ï¿½mla okudum.

ï¿½Han Duvarlarï¿½ï¿½nï¿½n o buruk ve hï¿½zï¿½nlï¿½ havasï¿½ da beni derinden etkilemiï¿½tir:

ï¿½Gidiyordum gurbeti gï¿½nlï¿½mde duya duya/Ulukï¿½ï¿½la yolundan Orta Anadoluï¿½ya...ï¿½

ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½Rï¿½N EVRENSEL Dï¿½Lï¿½

E. A. Poeï¿½nun ï¿½Annabellaï¿½sï¿½ aï¿½kï¿½n ilk ateï¿½i gibi dï¿½ï¿½mï¿½ï¿½tï¿½ yï¿½reï¿½ime: ï¿½Sevdalï¿½ deï¿½il/Kara sevdalï¿½ydï¿½k/ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½dï¿½ gitti rï¿½zgï¿½rï¿½ndan, gï¿½zelim Annabella!ï¿½

Yabancï¿½ olmasï¿½na raï¿½men, ondaki evrensel dili sevmiï¿½tim.

Yahya Kemalï¿½in, ï¿½Ak tolgalï¿½ beyler beyi haykï¿½rdï¿½ ilerle/O gï¿½n Tunaï¿½dan geï¿½tik kafilelerle!ï¿½ ï¿½eklindeki sï¿½yleyiï¿½i ise iï¿½imizdeki vatan sevgisini ve cihangir ecdadï¿½mï¿½zla ï¿½vï¿½nme duygusunu ï¿½ahlandï¿½rï¿½yordu.

Sonra Karacaoï¿½lan titreï¿½tirdi gï¿½nlï¿½mï¿½zï¿½n bamtelini: ï¿½ï¿½ncecikten bir kar yaï¿½ar/Tozar elif elif diye!ï¿½ Sonra Yunus Emreï¿½nin ilahï¿½lerinde bulduk manevï¿½ huzuru: ï¿½ï¿½ol cennetin ï¿½rmaklarï¿½ akar Allah deyu deyu/ï¿½ï¿½kmï¿½ï¿½ islï¿½m bï¿½lbï¿½lleri ï¿½ter Allah deyu deyi!/Ne dilersen haktan dile, kï¿½lavuz ol doï¿½ru yola/Bï¿½lbï¿½l ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½k olmuï¿½ gï¿½le ï¿½ter Allah deyu deyu!ï¿½

Battal Gazi serisi ile ecdadï¿½mï¿½zla ï¿½vï¿½nmeyi, millï¿½ kimliï¿½imizle gurur duymayï¿½, cesareti ve civanmertliï¿½i ï¿½ï¿½rendik erken yaï¿½larda.

Ardï¿½ndan, Ziya Gï¿½kalpï¿½ï¿½n kï¿½zï¿½l elmasï¿½yla dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nce ufkumuz gerï¿½eï¿½in ï¿½tesine, masal ï¿½lkesine doï¿½ru kanatlandï¿½: ï¿½ï¿½ocuktum, ufacï¿½ktï¿½m/Top oynadï¿½m acï¿½ktï¿½m/Buldum yerde bir erik/Kaptï¿½ bir ala geyik/Geyik kaï¿½tï¿½ ormana/Bindim bir ak doï¿½ana/Doï¿½an yolu ï¿½aï¿½ï¿½rdï¿½/Kaf daï¿½ï¿½ndan aï¿½ï¿½rdï¿½...ï¿½ diye devam edip giriyordu bu ufuk ï¿½tesi yolculuk.

Ve bï¿½ylece alttan alta oluï¿½uyordu Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ï¿½nï¿½n ï¿½iir iklimi, ï¿½iir coï¿½rafyasï¿½. Kï¿½klerden beslenerek ve duru pï¿½narlardan su iï¿½erek geliï¿½iyor; gelenek coï¿½rafyasï¿½ndan renkler, rayihalar devï¿½irerek kendi ï¿½zgï¿½n gï¿½zelliï¿½ini/sentezini buluyordu.

Ortaokul Mï¿½dï¿½rï¿½ ve Tï¿½rkï¿½e ï¿½ï¿½retmenimiz ï¿½. Gï¿½rï¿½en Kafkas, bir gï¿½n sï¿½nï¿½fta, ï¿½Aranï¿½zda okul kitaplarï¿½ dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nda kitap okuyan var mï¿½?ï¿½ diye sorduï¿½unda, sadece ben parmak kaldï¿½rmï¿½ï¿½tï¿½m. Okuduï¿½um kitabï¿½n adï¿½: ï¿½Kï¿½prï¿½ Altï¿½ ï¿½ocuklarï¿½ï¿½ydï¿½.

Sï¿½nï¿½fta, kitap okuyan tek kiï¿½i olarak bu durumdan ï¿½ocukï¿½a bir gurur ve sevinï¿½ duymakla birlikte; okumama eksikliï¿½ini ve kitap okumam gerektiï¿½i dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ncesini de beynimde bu soru ateï¿½lenmiï¿½ti. Bu mï¿½nasebetle, ortaokul hocam Gï¿½rï¿½en Kafkasï¿½a, beynimde ilk kï¿½vï¿½lcï¿½mï¿½ oluï¿½turduï¿½u iï¿½in teï¿½ekkï¿½r borï¿½luyum. Okumanï¿½n, ï¿½ï¿½renmenin, okul dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ndaki gerï¿½ek kitap dï¿½nyasï¿½na adï¿½m atmanï¿½n bï¿½yï¿½k heyecan ve mutluluï¿½unu, onun bu uyandï¿½rï¿½cï¿½ harekete geï¿½irici sorusu sayesinde kazanmï¿½ï¿½tï¿½m.

DOï¿½Uï¿½DAN-BATIï¿½DAN

ï¿½ncelikle hangi yerli ve yabancï¿½ yazarlarï¿½ okudunuz, bunlardan hangisini sevip okumaya devam ettiniz?

-ï¿½nceleri, yerli yazarlardan Yaï¿½ar Kemalï¿½i, Fakir Baykurtï¿½u, Yï¿½lmaz Gï¿½neyï¿½i, Aziz Nesinï¿½i, Necati Cumalï¿½ï¿½yï¿½, Orhan Kemalï¿½i, Hasan Hï¿½seyinï¿½i, Ahmet Arifï¿½i...okudum.

Sonralarï¿½ ise Faruk Nafiz ï¿½amlï¿½belï¿½i, Cahit Sï¿½tkï¿½ Tarancï¿½ï¿½yï¿½, Ziya Osman Sabaï¿½yï¿½, ï¿½mer Seyfettinï¿½i, Reï¿½at Nuri Gï¿½ntekinï¿½i, Halide Edip Adï¿½varï¿½ï¿½, Sait Faik Abasï¿½yanï¿½kï¿½ï¿½, Ahmet Haï¿½imï¿½i, Akagï¿½ndï¿½zï¿½ï¿½, Orhan Veliï¿½yi, Nazï¿½m Hikmetï¿½i, Ziya Gï¿½kalpï¿½ï¿½, Yahya Kemalï¿½i, Halit Ziya Uï¿½aklï¿½gilï¿½i, Halit Fahri Ozansoyï¿½u, Ahmet Kutsi Tecerï¿½i, Mehmet Raufï¿½u, Asaf Halet ï¿½elebiï¿½yi, Arif Nihat Asyaï¿½yï¿½, Necip Fazï¿½l Kï¿½sakï¿½rekï¿½i, Bahattin Karakoï¿½u, Niyazi Yï¿½ldï¿½rï¿½m Genï¿½osmanoï¿½luï¿½nu, Osman Atillaï¿½yï¿½, Mehmet ï¿½inarlï¿½ï¿½yï¿½, ï¿½lhan Geï¿½erï¿½i, Mustafa Necati Karaerï¿½i, Gï¿½ltekin Samï¿½noï¿½luï¿½nu, Bahaettin ï¿½zkiï¿½iï¿½yi, Fuad Kï¿½prï¿½lï¿½ï¿½yï¿½, Ahmed Yesevï¿½yi, Prof. Dr. Tahsin Banguoï¿½luï¿½nu, Remzi Oï¿½uz Arï¿½kï¿½ï¿½, Mehmet Raufï¿½u, Prof. Dr. Necmettin Hacï¿½eminoï¿½luï¿½nu, Hilmi Ziya ï¿½lkenï¿½i, Mï¿½mtaz Turhanï¿½ï¿½, Behï¿½et Necatigilï¿½i, Kemal Tahirï¿½i, Cemal Sï¿½reyaï¿½yï¿½, Turgut Uyarï¿½ï¿½, Attila ï¿½lhanï¿½ï¿½, Hilmi Yavuzï¿½u, Abdurrahim Karakoï¿½u, Orhan Tï¿½rkdoï¿½anï¿½ï¿½, Sezai Karakoï¿½u, Mehmet Niyazi ï¿½zdemirï¿½i, Yavuz Bï¿½lent Bï¿½kilerï¿½i, Tarï¿½k Buï¿½raï¿½yï¿½, Emine Iï¿½ï¿½nsuï¿½yu, Sevinï¿½ ï¿½okumï¿½u, Sabahat Emirï¿½i, Nihal Atsï¿½zï¿½ï¿½, Mustafa Necati Sepetï¿½ioï¿½luï¿½nu, Bekir Bï¿½yï¿½karkï¿½nï¿½ï¿½, Ahmet Haï¿½imï¿½i, Abdï¿½lhak Hamidï¿½i, Tevfik Fikretï¿½i, Peyami Safaï¿½yï¿½, Ahmet Hamdi Tanpï¿½narï¿½ï¿½, Ahmet Muhip Dï¿½ranasï¿½ï¿½, Cemil Meriï¿½i, Erol Gï¿½ngï¿½rï¿½u, Seyit Ahmet Arvasiï¿½yi, Nurettin Topï¿½uï¿½yu, Saidi Nursï¿½yi, Fazï¿½l Hï¿½snï¿½ Daï¿½larcaï¿½yï¿½, Halide Nusret Zorlutunaï¿½yï¿½, Samiha Ayverdiï¿½yi, Nezihe Arazï¿½ï¿½, Tï¿½lï¿½t Said Halmanï¿½ï¿½, Bedri Rahmi Eyï¿½boï¿½luï¿½nu, ï¿½evket Bulutï¿½u, Halikarnas Balï¿½kï¿½ï¿½sï¿½ï¿½nï¿½, Adalet Aï¿½aoï¿½luï¿½nu, Firï¿½zanï¿½ï¿½, Mustafa Kutluï¿½yu, Selim ï¿½leriï¿½yi, Oï¿½uz Atayï¿½ï¿½, Rï¿½fat Ilgazï¿½ï¿½, ï¿½erif Mardinï¿½i, Cengiz Daï¿½cï¿½ï¿½yï¿½, Cengiz Aytmatovï¿½u, Ahmet Oktayï¿½ï¿½, Mehmed Selimovicï¿½i, Mevlï¿½nï¿½yï¿½, Yunus Emreï¿½yi, Karacaoï¿½lanï¿½ï¿½, ï¿½mam Gazï¿½lï¿½yi, Sï¿½leyman ï¿½elebiï¿½yi, Fuzï¿½lï¿½yi, Feridï¿½ddin Attarï¿½ï¿½, Sadi ï¿½irazï¿½yi, Hafï¿½zï¿½ï¿½, Nizamï¿½yi, ï¿½bn Arabï¿½yi, ï¿½mamï¿½ Rabbaniï¿½yi, Cï¿½neydi Baï¿½dadï¿½yi, Rabï¿½ndranath Tagorï¿½u, Muhammed ï¿½kbalï¿½i, ï¿½mer Hayyamï¿½ï¿½, Seyid Kutupï¿½u, Halil Cibranï¿½ï¿½, Seyid Hï¿½seyin Nasrï¿½ï¿½... okudum (Hatï¿½rlayabildiï¿½im kadarï¿½yla.)

Batï¿½lï¿½ ve Rus yazarlardan ise Victor Hugoï¿½yu, Maksim Gorkiï¿½yi, Tolstoyï¿½u, Dostoyevskiï¿½yi, Gogolï¿½u, Aleksandï¿½r Soljenitsinï¿½i, Anton ï¿½ehovï¿½u, Montaigneï¿½i, Edgar Allan Poeï¿½yu, Goetheï¿½yi, Bertrand Russelï¿½ï¿½, Puï¿½kinï¿½i, Balzacï¿½ï¿½, Marcel Proustï¿½u, Jak Londonï¿½ï¿½, ï¿½van Turgenyevï¿½i, Hemigwayï¿½i, Sehakespeareï¿½i, Mallarmeï¿½yi, Paul Verlaï¿½neï¿½i, Valeryï¿½yi, Paul Eluardï¿½u, Arthur Rimbaudï¿½yu, T. S. Eliotï¿½u, Louis Aragonï¿½u, Guillaume Apollinaireï¿½i, Petï¿½fiï¿½yi, Alainï¿½i, Schillerï¿½i, F. Hï¿½lderlinï¿½i, Reiner Maria Rilkeï¿½yi, Eugene ï¿½onescoï¿½yu, Danteï¿½yi, Immanuel Kantï¿½ï¿½, Jean Jacques Rousseauï¿½yu, Friedrich Nietzscheï¿½yi, Rudyard Kiplingï¿½i, Knut Hamsunï¿½u, Emile Zolaï¿½yï¿½,aslï¿½nda ï¿½aï¿½daï¿½ kï¿½leler demeliyim), ben Suï¿½ ve Cezaï¿½yï¿½, ï¿½lahï¿½ Komedyaï¿½yi, Gariplerin Kitabï¿½ï¿½nï¿½, Ariflerin Menkï¿½beleriï¿½ni, Fï¿½hi Mafihï¿½i ve Iï¿½ï¿½k Doï¿½uï¿½dan Gelirï¿½i eï¿½lenerek deï¿½il, acï¿½ ï¿½ekerek hï¿½fz etmeye gidiyorum.

Siz, ï¿½nternet denilen ï¿½ï¿½kï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ olmayan labirente girip kilitlenin. Ben ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½n, bilmenin, ï¿½izgi ï¿½tesinin ana unsuru ile ï¿½nsiyet kurmaya gidiyorum.

Siz, ekran baï¿½ï¿½nda birbirinize sahte kimliklerle, erotik replikler geï¿½meye devam edin. Ben soyut dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ncenin ve kalbï¿½ sezgilerin, ermiï¿½lere has mukaddes azabï¿½nï¿½ ï¿½ekmeye; insanï¿½n bï¿½yï¿½k macerasï¿½nï¿½ derinden kavramaya; ï¿½lemler arasï¿½ muhayyel yolculuklarï¿½n mistik heyecanï¿½nï¿½n yaï¿½amaya gidiyorum.

Biliniz ki, oyalanï¿½p eï¿½lendiï¿½iniz ï¿½sanal dï¿½nyaï¿½, insanï¿½n binlerce yï¿½llï¿½k yï¿½kselme ve yï¿½celme serï¿½veni yanï¿½nda ï¿½ok sï¿½radan, ï¿½ok ï¿½banal!ï¿½ kalï¿½yor.

Dedim ya, kusuruma bakmayï¿½n. ï¿½nternetï¿½ten, e-mailden, web sitesinden anlamï¿½yorum. Fiber kanal nedir bilmiyorum.

Fakat, ï¿½Ben kuï¿½ dilin bilirim, sï¿½yler Sï¿½leyman bana!ï¿½

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Peki, sï¿½yler misiniz, ï¿½verek gï¿½klere ï¿½ï¿½kardï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nï¿½z ve arkaik bir tutkuyla tapï¿½ndï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nï¿½z makine, ne kadar geliï¿½irse geliï¿½sin acï¿½mayï¿½, hï¿½zï¿½nlenmeyi, kederli bir kalbe merhamet duymayï¿½ ve Yunus Emreï¿½nin mistik liriklerinden zevk almayï¿½ bilebilecek mi?

Sorgusuz-sualsiz, tï¿½ketim ekonomisinin, e-ticaretin ï¿½arpï¿½tï¿½lmï¿½ï¿½ enformasyon ve globalleï¿½me emperyalizminin metalik maketine eklemlenmek; bu sï¿½mï¿½rï¿½ pazarï¿½nï¿½n aptal bir tï¿½keticisi durumuna dï¿½ï¿½mek; ï¿½en gï¿½zel surette yaratï¿½lanï¿½, eï¿½ref-i mahlï¿½kat ve zï¿½bde-i ï¿½lem olan insana yakï¿½ï¿½ï¿½r mï¿½?

Teknolojiyi insanï¿½n faydasï¿½na kullanmaya evet, fakat onun kï¿½lesi olmaya hayï¿½r!

Makine, ne kadar ï¿½ok fonksiyonlu, modern donanï¿½mlï¿½ olursa olsun, zamanla ï¿½rselenir, miadï¿½ dolar ve teknoloji mezarlï¿½ï¿½ï¿½na atï¿½lï¿½r.

Oysa, arz ve sema yerinde durdukï¿½a yazï¿½lï¿½ kï¿½ltï¿½rï¿½n ve mï¿½nï¿½ medeniyetinin esrarï¿½, efsanesi, esenliï¿½i eskimez.

Kitap ve kï¿½ï¿½ï¿½t medeniyetinden, internet muhabbetine kesin ve keskin bir geï¿½iï¿½ yapmadan ï¿½nce, iyi dï¿½ï¿½ï¿½nmek gerekir!

Asla unutulmamalï¿½ ki, yeryï¿½zï¿½nï¿½n efendisi insandï¿½r!

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Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½"ya yaï¿½arken saygï¿½

Tï¿½rkiye Yazarlar Birliï¿½i 30. Kuruluï¿½ Yï¿½ldï¿½nï¿½mï¿½ etkinlikleri kapsamï¿½nda, Eï¿½itim Bir-Sen ï¿½stanbul Bir Nolu ï¿½ubesi ile ortaklaï¿½a dï¿½zenlediï¿½i ï¿½Ustalara Yaï¿½arken Saygï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ dizisinin yedincisini Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ adï¿½na gerï¿½ekleï¿½tirildi.

Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½"ya yaï¿½arken saygï¿½ programï¿½, 7 Haziran 2008 Cumartesi gï¿½nï¿½ saat 17.00ï¿½de Tï¿½rkiye Yazarlar Birliï¿½i ï¿½stanbul ï¿½ubesi, Kï¿½zlaraï¿½asï¿½ Medresesi, Divan Yolu Caddesi, Hoca Rï¿½stem Sokak, No:6 Caï¿½aloï¿½lu adresinde yapï¿½ldï¿½.

Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ adï¿½na dï¿½zenlenen etkinliï¿½e katï¿½lan isimler ve yaptï¿½klarï¿½ konuï¿½malar ï¿½ï¿½yle:

Mehmet Niyazi ï¿½zdemir: ï¿½Dehlizdeki Pï¿½rlanta : Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ï¿½

Yusuf Bilge: ï¿½Kï¿½k Bilgiden Gï¿½k Bilgiye: Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ï¿½

Senail ï¿½zkan: ï¿½Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ï¿½da Felsefi Boyutï¿½

Mehmet Nuri Yardï¿½m: ï¿½Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ Sonsuzluï¿½a mï¿½ Akï¿½yor?ï¿½

Mï¿½rsel Gï¿½ndoï¿½du: ï¿½Hayatï¿½n Esrarï¿½nï¿½ Arayan Bilge: Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ï¿½

Ekrem Kaftan: ï¿½Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ï¿½nï¿½n ï¿½iirinde Metafizik Derinlikï¿½

Osman Akkuï¿½ak: ï¿½Cï¿½mlesi ve Fikri Olan Kalem: Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ï¿½

ï¿½zcan ï¿½nlï¿½: ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ï¿½lï¿½ï¿½ï¿½ ï¿½iï¿½deme Dï¿½nï¿½ï¿½tï¿½ren ï¿½air: Olcay Yazï¿½cï¿½ï¿½